You always want to meet expectations. Wether you do have the capabilities to do the same or not. Life is never forgiving it always serves you the side dish u hate. Try as hard as u want but u will never be able to wipe that plate clean and move on to the desert. The fruits of ur labour.

A lot of times u just want to skip the meal. But then u sleep empty stomach. Like the cliched saying goes "no pain no gain". And then the hunger gets to you. And u have no choice left. Its either that or nothing. But the million bucks question is wots better?

Ever had to put up loads of makeup so no can see u ? Ever had to stop feelin so no one can hurt u anymore...... Whats better not bieng able to feel anything at all, whether its love or hate or.......being rejected each and every time u reach out and feel a stifling pain that reaches ur very soul.